Saturday, May 9, 2009

It's about years now>>>

Just For my friend,yong may

Thanks for your encouragement,it's absolutely beneficial to me...I'll appreciate it lasting forever...Dun forget our 20th June's promise LoL...

Here,I would like to write down something about us...

Yong may, do you know that i'am really grateful having u as my beloved friend Since TAT accident occured three years ago...

I still vividly remisnisce how tat accident exploded,just because i did learn how to cherish friends from that bitter experience...

It was our form 2's long holidays...
The main root of this accident is reasoned by one ppl,one scum***...(I reli do hate him but now is no more hating because hating somebody is more suffered than being hated))

That day is the day when i had broken up with tat ppl...Tat ppl cried desperately and telling me he want me back... I reli did hate it...It seemed to be bothered me...
Ergo,I gave your-yong may's number to him without second thought...

Soon and later,that scumbag finally couple v you...Till then,i din know anything about u and him..I swear i reli din know...Otherwise, I only realised it when ur mum's calling...Since tat time, i was raging with fury as i recalled you...

Time really flies...Yet,The school was reopening...During that trying period,my mind was full of revenge..I couldn't pretend to be a Samaritan and reluctantly be a friend with you... So, i tried my every best to avoid from chatting and communicating with you...I even din answer your every question..I reli din realised i had ady misunderstood you..-Till now, my regret to you is still existing for i know it was a super-wrong and supreme big mistake because i reli din know how to cherish you...

Luckily,time do help me to heal this deep wound...and we could be close friend like usual again...

After facing and struggling over this obstacles,i know i'm so lucky to have you as my friend...yong may, although i know sometimes u're so sampat and big mouthed,but i would cherish you no matter wat will happen in future coz a friend in need is a friend indeed..I must be grateful as there's a calm after a such thunderous storm...

Yong may,thanks so much for still being my friend...I'm nothing without you...
Take care...Bon voyage...

affectionately,
liwei
(your forever buddy)

Friday, May 8, 2009

Two days more left...

Haha...so stress...i wonder if i can cope with my studies in college...I felt much more scared and a little bit of tension...Adrenaline surged through every part of my body soul..

I am sitting alone in front of the screen of monitor...Except for my sis, there's no others ppl stay at home...Haiz...i still being alone again...I damn hated loneliness and silence...The silence is so deafening, even the sounds of pin dropping could be heard clearly...

Haiz,Where is my frenz???I want go yam cha v u all leh...

Chocolate (ling)- Going to singapore to develop her career
Jia ming -Go to utar and starting her foundation in science
Chew min - Intending to go to kdu and study her mass com(maybe)
Wan sin( a zai niu)-Wan to go form 6 soon

haiz...where's my friendship going to...
The so called everlasting friendship always makes me feel sad and blue...

Haha..
i am so unbearably leaving here...
i love being with my mum
i love going shopping or somewhere else v my family...
i love to post my blog every moment i feel free...
i love to eat my mum's bitter guard sup...It's so palatable..Y-U-M-M-Y

What if i leave here??
What if i have to say goodbye to you?
What if i cant be the person i used to be?
What if i went matrix to embark on a new journey??

No matter how far i will be, i will still be the same...
I would miss u all like i used to do...
I would call, sms,email u whenever i had something to tell u...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Hatin on the club

U took my love...
If you ask me the reason i have decided to go to matriculation at tangkak???
I will speechless for sure...

In fact, i am a extremely homesick gal...Like a gum, i am so keen on sticking with my mum...So often i woulda have breakfast my beloved mum..i like enjoying my palatable tomato soup,so does my mum...Then in afternoon, we would like usual and din take any lunch...That's wat my daily routine...

When i recall i woulda be leaving my home sweet home,i will sob for sure...I know i might miss my home certainly...Although my school is just hundreds km's distance from my home, but i would miss my mum, sis. bro or even my yoyo and xiao bai zhu ttooo...I am so damn hate to leave here...I know its the time i had to stop arguing and quarelliing with my jovial siblings...I know i have to leave for my good sake...I'm no more a naive and childish doolll...I have to be alone to achieve my wild dream...

The time when i finish sitting for my spm papers until now is ady 3 month's time...
Wat have i done ???

1. Enrolling in cambridge english course
Result: My english command seemed to have a bit of improvement

2. Sitting for Car driving test
Result: haha...Nothing could be said of my 'marvellous' driving skills

3. Enjoying my life
Result: Being a supreme shoppaholic, my cupboard now have been packed with more and more clothes...My mum's savings is gradually decrease LOL...

4. Bloggiing
Result: My blog's post is become more and more

5. Eating a lot good stuff
Result: I have been putting on weight...so shameless..

6. Going for charity run/Having a leisurely stroll LoL
Result: My leg's toes is still have some liked-bleeding part...damn hate it..so ugly

Consequently, i ain't wasting my precious time horr..I was spending my every minute every second so wisely horr...Even though i know it's not the most way to spend the time, but i think i had used this three month's time to forget one man...I had to delete that man from my memories...Sorry, MAn, but i have to do it for my good sake

Good night...