WHY loneliness'demon din sweep away from me ???

I'm sittin alone in my room...All my friends had gone back to their kampungs...As i imagine,,i have to go to eat,to sleep or even to talk alone...Sometimes did i want to cry,but i prefer to pretend,Pretending that i'm strong enough to live alone,trying to disguise that i wont cry when i know i had been hurt...

Every cloud has its own silver lining...That's the principle that i always hold...
I hold back my blurring tears when i want to cry loudly...I want to cry coz of just one ppl....The one who is now very enjoy v his couples...y i am so crazy abou him ...
I also dun know

I have to struggle in order to attain academic excellence in my own future..........
No matter how my life will be,i'm still liwei...my life still have to go on...and i will try my very best to pick up the shattered pieces and move on....

Could i do it??

NIght breeze blow gently thru the window...i am as usual lonely again...haha...now i am back but the delight turn to sadness when i noticed that i had to come back to kmj again...

Last monday...i was sitting on the hep side of kmj while doing my assignment v my classmate...sooner or later,a hep officer came out a get a stack of papers and tried to put it up to noticeboard...after that,i went to check my result by seeing my no matrix ma0916520935...What had appeared in my sight is AAAAd......

wELL,my ups result had finally announced...to my dismay,i get a D in my english muet ppl...i am so down and exasperated..i wonder if i had struggled for my english before...i kept on asking me y can i had a such terrible and supreme horrible result...
Little did i know such a bad and low gred i would have got...i Sobbed alone in my C3.12 room..I have no appetite to have my lunch...I wanna died...but still,i know i had a lot of task to do and wont have any time for me to prepare for dying...I am longing for staying in house...

I WANT MY ENGLISH A...cAN I DO IT??
-I BELIEVE AS LONG AS I DO THE BEST,GOD WILL DO THE REST-

jIA YOU...

May i speak out my love to you???

well,i'm now so complicated now...
i have someone in my heart that i might be love..
reminiscing the day that i asked him whether he miss him or not,i am still very doubtful...haha...at that moment ,i am so wantin him to answer me v the yes word...
but he said he din miss me....I'm feel so blue after that,i dun know y...maybe i fal in love v him ady...I had known him over ten years...and i started admiring him since my standard six....i do not know whether i love him or not,but when the times i feel loneliness surged thru my vein ,i will surely sms him...haha...i like him a lot bt din love him as well...Nevertheless,hope i will find my mr.sureright soon...

JIa You.GwendoLyn

Thinkin of you

Coming soon again 18 ogos..It is ur birthday again...I'm so missing you now??Could someone else tell me where are you now>>

Haha...i'm not simply kidding....but i have to admit that i still cant forget and delete him from my terrible memories..Glancing thru all his photo,i know he must be very satisfied v wat he had now...All i know is ,he is very happy coupling v his gf,delighted during the sojourn together v his gf...but somehow...i'm so dissapointed v wat i had seen....

Am i still love him,i dun know...Maybe just simply becox missing him had became my daily routine,maybe he is still in deep of my heart gua....

yesterday it was siew yong 'birthday...we had a great celebration with her...haha...i hope she will like it ...

-gwendolyn599-

haha....today is ong's birthday...

My two Weeks Holidays

Two weeks seems to be very long...but for me it's the shortest holiday i have never experienced b4....I am longing for many things...Perhaps i am too selfish,I have many things have to fulfill during my holidays...
1.Go to singapore to meet gek ling and ah chan
2.wanna go kl to fulfill shopaholic's desire
3.hope jia ming can come back and i can celebrate her birthday with her...

COULD it come true...
Just watch it out!!!!

It's about years now>>>

Just For my friend,yong may

Thanks for your encouragement,it's absolutely beneficial to me...I'll appreciate it lasting forever...Dun forget our 20th June's promise LoL...

Here,I would like to write down something about us...

Yong may, do you know that i'am really grateful having u as my beloved friend Since TAT accident occured three years ago...

I still vividly remisnisce how tat accident exploded,just because i did learn how to cherish friends from that bitter experience...

It was our form 2's long holidays...
The main root of this accident is reasoned by one ppl,one scum***...(I reli do hate him but now is no more hating because hating somebody is more suffered than being hated))

That day is the day when i had broken up with tat ppl...Tat ppl cried desperately and telling me he want me back... I reli did hate it...It seemed to be bothered me...
Ergo,I gave your-yong may's number to him without second thought...

Soon and later,that scumbag finally couple v you...Till then,i din know anything about u and him..I swear i reli din know...Otherwise, I only realised it when ur mum's calling...Since tat time, i was raging with fury as i recalled you...

Time really flies...Yet,The school was reopening...During that trying period,my mind was full of revenge..I couldn't pretend to be a Samaritan and reluctantly be a friend with you... So, i tried my every best to avoid from chatting and communicating with you...I even din answer your every question..I reli din realised i had ady misunderstood you..-Till now, my regret to you is still existing for i know it was a super-wrong and supreme big mistake because i reli din know how to cherish you...

Luckily,time do help me to heal this deep wound...and we could be close friend like usual again...

After facing and struggling over this obstacles,i know i'm so lucky to have you as my friend...yong may, although i know sometimes u're so sampat and big mouthed,but i would cherish you no matter wat will happen in future coz a friend in need is a friend indeed..I must be grateful as there's a calm after a such thunderous storm...

Yong may,thanks so much for still being my friend...I'm nothing without you...
Take care...Bon voyage...

affectionately,
liwei
(your forever buddy)

Two days more left...

Haha...so stress...i wonder if i can cope with my studies in college...I felt much more scared and a little bit of tension...Adrenaline surged through every part of my body soul..

I am sitting alone in front of the screen of monitor...Except for my sis, there's no others ppl stay at home...Haiz...i still being alone again...I damn hated loneliness and silence...The silence is so deafening, even the sounds of pin dropping could be heard clearly...

Haiz,Where is my frenz???I want go yam cha v u all leh...

Chocolate (ling)- Going to singapore to develop her career
Jia ming -Go to utar and starting her foundation in science
Chew min - Intending to go to kdu and study her mass com(maybe)
Wan sin( a zai niu)-Wan to go form 6 soon

haiz...where's my friendship going to...
The so called everlasting friendship always makes me feel sad and blue...

Haha..
i am so unbearably leaving here...
i love being with my mum
i love going shopping or somewhere else v my family...
i love to post my blog every moment i feel free...
i love to eat my mum's bitter guard sup...It's so palatable..Y-U-M-M-Y

What if i leave here??
What if i have to say goodbye to you?
What if i cant be the person i used to be?
What if i went matrix to embark on a new journey??

No matter how far i will be, i will still be the same...
I would miss u all like i used to do...
I would call, sms,email u whenever i had something to tell u...

Hatin on the club

U took my love...
If you ask me the reason i have decided to go to matriculation at tangkak???
I will speechless for sure...

In fact, i am a extremely homesick gal...Like a gum, i am so keen on sticking with my mum...So often i woulda have breakfast my beloved mum..i like enjoying my palatable tomato soup,so does my mum...Then in afternoon, we would like usual and din take any lunch...That's wat my daily routine...

When i recall i woulda be leaving my home sweet home,i will sob for sure...I know i might miss my home certainly...Although my school is just hundreds km's distance from my home, but i would miss my mum, sis. bro or even my yoyo and xiao bai zhu ttooo...I am so damn hate to leave here...I know its the time i had to stop arguing and quarelliing with my jovial siblings...I know i have to leave for my good sake...I'm no more a naive and childish doolll...I have to be alone to achieve my wild dream...

The time when i finish sitting for my spm papers until now is ady 3 month's time...
Wat have i done ???

1. Enrolling in cambridge english course
Result: My english command seemed to have a bit of improvement

2. Sitting for Car driving test
Result: haha...Nothing could be said of my 'marvellous' driving skills

3. Enjoying my life
Result: Being a supreme shoppaholic, my cupboard now have been packed with more and more clothes...My mum's savings is gradually decrease LOL...

4. Bloggiing
Result: My blog's post is become more and more

5. Eating a lot good stuff
Result: I have been putting on weight...so shameless..

6. Going for charity run/Having a leisurely stroll LoL
Result: My leg's toes is still have some liked-bleeding part...damn hate it..so ugly

Consequently, i ain't wasting my precious time horr..I was spending my every minute every second so wisely horr...Even though i know it's not the most way to spend the time, but i think i had used this three month's time to forget one man...I had to delete that man from my memories...Sorry, MAn, but i have to do it for my good sake

Good night...

Last sunday, i went to a 5km-charity run...Being so exhausted,i still yet feel so satisfied...Do you know why?Coz i have take pic with a Africian...a kenya hufty man...He has a muscular legs...So amazing u know...Let's pic tell u the story??

As i sit on the balcony looking at the memerising sunset before my eyes.I look back to when i was 16 years old...i remember as if it was yesterday...

Loeliness,rage,bitterness surged through my mind as time dragged by...Where my true love ever be??

I have been so lonely for a quite long time...I know that is my choice,as the freedom is my proirity in my life...Exhausted i could only take a rest before embark on my lifelong journey...

Chia sern,

are you feeling happy now?Did you ever recall me?Did you forget the romeo & juliet?I am in the pink....Where did you go further studying now? Still at Taylor???Are you still couple v jasmine khoo??? I wish our friendship could be continued...

Life passes so quikly,but some memories leave imprints in my mind...i still could voguely remember both the splendid times and rough times we had encountered during our sojourn together...U're every inch a amiable and competent man....that's why i am so admire with your marvellous talents...occionally,u look quite stunning and radiant...Little did i expect that you was about to leave me ever...

Time would neverever swept away our sweet or bitter memories...

I'm not missing you

Woke up in the early morning, the chirping of the birds and the first crackling of dawn yet signalled the beginning of another day...I heard an occasionally barking of our puppy yoyo...I went out to have breakfast with my mom as usual...Today seems to be not having any teeny-bit job to complete and neither had no any class to be attended...All i could do is ENYOYING MY WHOLE 'DAY'....

Just a split second ago, i had discovered an engrossing song by STACIE ORRICO which was on air coming from hitz fm...Without any hesitating, i had searched the lyrics from the website....

The song's title is I'm not missing you>>I asked myself....am i missing you now??Yet, i still have no idea about this complicated question...PERhaps my answer will be yes or whatever, but the most important things is i am not loving you anyway....
Ergo,I have nothing to afraid of...Having the profound freedom,I am being so lucky and delighted to be a single girl....

I wish every sucess in my future...
May god bless me i could travel to somewhere i do love to go...
May godness bless me i could fulfill wat i am always wishing for....
May all my cherishing people surroundings me always in the pink....

-I'm not missing you,I got life to do-

haha...Congrats to me...My appealing to the polytechnic had been sucessful lo...Well, i am not sure whether i will go now or not...the reason is that the one scholl is not my 1st choice-temasek poly...haha...the school name seemed to be so orbit and malay-liked.No matter what'll be happening in future, i wont forget to work harder and harder...

Gambateh to me....

JB's trip v ahgong, ahmah

Today,i went to jb to see my uncle's new house...haha..his house is quite small-sized...but it's located in the central of bustling commercial area...There are shopper's paradise, supreme suitable and convienence for shoppaholic to go buy things...Dun know what to write...haha...totally speechless...my ces exam is coming near, hope esult...gambateh...

decoding the life's cryptic msg

曾经听过，过程才是最重要的，而结果往往都不是人生中最重要的部分...
是啊，大家都是那么说的...
可惜，无可否认的，现实总是惨酷的...
世界上，有哪个人不以貌取人，有哪个不爱钱？？？一直以来，我都相信世界是完美无缺的，直到他的出现，我不再相信大家所谓的童话，我不再去相信世界是有多美丽...后来的后来，我慢慢开始疑神疑鬼，只拾到了最后，我慢慢不会了。。。

我还记得那天拿成绩回来，我没有很开心，我知道我没有知足，我怪我自己英文考得很烂...哈哈，其实，我可以拿到这样的已经算很好了，只是世界太过现实，我不想输人，所以才会这样...我心里很明白，我的表达能力比其他人都烂，要怎么比呢？i deserve this...

All i need is to work harder and harder than other in order to achieve my dream...I absolutely wish i could speak english fluently in future, i wont care how much the obstacles i have to face, i aso wont care how long i have to struggle, i just want it...i am nothing if the english of mine is not approved internationallly...i myself have to decode the life's cryptic msg, like the beethoven, da vinci did...I WAN TO BE A BETTER MAN...That's wat i wan to be....

My dearest MUM

Ha ha...this month i have posted the least post...only 4 pieces until now...Do i begin to lazy...i am guessing...

today, my mom bought us a new and sophisticated LCD monitor...mentioning this not meaning it i wan to show off, i just wan to praise for my mother's sacrifice....

Well,three days ago, my mom's PC monitor in her OFFICE had been damaged too...She was pondering over the matter of buying a new one two days ago...But, luck lady didn't smile at her...Unfortunately,our monitor of PC in the house also cannot function yesterday...Ergo, it means that we have to buy two to replace the both...Well, perhaps my mother have financial problem, so she cant buy two in no time...So, she juz buy one for us IMMEDIATELY...I am so touched,palpable touched...After that, my relative got one old one and intend to lend to her...Then, she just take the old one without any grumbles...Ha ha, that's my mum..i love her a lot,because her scarification she is my amiable mum...A approachable mum...Thanks a lot to you...I am nothing without you always being there for me when i am extremely in need...

Complicated lyrics
Songwriters: Christy, Lauren; Spock, Scott; Edwards, Graham; Lavigne, Avril Ramona;
Uh huh
Life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is

Chill out, what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if, you could only let it be
You will see

I like, you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're, talkin' to me one on one
But you become

Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Your watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get, and you turn it into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no

You come over unannounced
Dressed up, like you're somethin' else
Where you are ain't where it's at you see
You're makin' me

Laugh out, when you strike a pose
Take off, all your preppy clothes
You know, you're not foolin' anyone
When you become

A little not Over you

A LITTLE NOT OVER YOU

Well, this is a popular song by david archulate...it is a nice song..listening to the lyrics carefully, i know i recall you again accidentally...how could i still remember you? i think only the god knows...today, i went to the eng class...My new teacher is so good..but she's only the part time teacher..never did i meet this kind of good teacher...she is so patient more than i can imagine...she explained patiently to me when i had done mistakes...hopei can meet her again and ask 4 her handphone.no...haha...

erm...the utar open day is coming soon...hope everything will go smoothly...

**Forget perfection but aim for improvement**

My dearest mum and dad walking abreast

Recently, i was so confused and exasperated about my study career...Well, there's just two between my choices...one is tarc and other one is utar...tarc can fast graduate but its environment is so bad...the latter cant fast graduate but its environment is extremely well..Like a paradise, the environment is so suitable for studying...and i can assure that i will be able to live there well...Therefore, finally do i chose the utar...If only i had chosen the right place and wont be regretted...

Last day, i had gone to the malacca with my family...Unfortunately, my bro was not going v us...I know the reason why he didnt go..All he need is time>>>Only god knows time will heal his would..he was always crying and sobbing desperately for his gf...Crying doesn't mean he was a nerd...this act is a process...it is not a foolish act but it is the process that every one in this world will go through...Crying makes us grow..makes us to know how to cherish ppl surroundings us..
It was a significant lesson that every human must learn to it and have to pass the test in order to continue his lifelong journey smoothly...oBserving his behavior silencely, i know i had juz watched into a mirrorr...Godness Gracious, i was jus like him in the past...haha...but now, i had turned into a happy-go-lucky girl...never did i know i will become a weak gal in the past...but time had ady taught me to me a better man...Stop being influenced by other ppl,especially by some jerks...Cheated by them does mean you're a fool, only the ignorant ppl will be cheated...So, beware of the cheater...Cheer up always...

always happy-go-lucky.

no matter wat happened,

pls be not worried...

T-H-A-N-K-S -4- -T-H-E- M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S

sot sot de wo

Haiz..wat a long time din post my blog ady...erm...wat title should i place leh, i am wondering...

Jux returning from my aunt's house, so miss my two chubby-faced jovial cousins, jason and talkactive jonathan...Reminiscing the days spent in jb and sg v jia ming, it was so enjoyable and relaxing...all i did at there was so meaningless...

1st day..go jusco shopping,go lavendar have a high tea...and eat a piece of creamy cake, hav a stomachacHe...

2nd day ..,go sg ...aso go shopping... go limteh v 30 over de uncle and auntie and aso chuan yong...

haha...i know i know...but pretend i dun know...haha..when have i wear a mask...always be a liar...haha..

给你的字迹

二月二十一日，是我们正式在一起的日子
十月十五日，是我们正式分手的日子

Counting by my fingers, there had been quite a longer time since you left me...Long time ago, I always used to think that i would lost my way for sure without you being beside me...I still remisnisce the nostalgic memories that we had share together...I could recall the days when i felt so devastated...and how the tears welled in my eyes as the time dragged by...

认识你，绝非坏事，
因为我知道是因为你的离开，
我看见我是多么惨忍的和朋友的心上人在一起，
我看见我是怎么的不珍惜眼前的幸福，
最重要的是，我看见了我自己活着的定义．．．

佳琛，我知道现在的你，很幸福．．．之所以，我没再想过要去打扰你，我想，这辈子我们都不会再见面了吧．．你知道吗？？　我还是没变．．．我还是一样健忘，还是一样喜欢写日记，一样喜欢听着情歌入睡．．．还是一样偶尔拿出旧照片翻看．．．有时候，我真的很寂寞，寂寞得想哭了．．．有时候，我也会想起你．．．我还是会想起那封罗密欧的信．．．虽然我们的爱情结束了，但它还是永远活在我心中。。。因为我从来都没忘记过＇佳琛，我爱过你，而且爱得很深＇。。。在这里，我希望你能活得很好很好．．．但愿不管天涯海角，你都会记得曾经有个我那么爱过你。。。

笔于，

写给前男友的我，

你早已忘记的莉薇．．．

smthg about today

18 march 2oo9...It was a swelthering day...THe weather was stifling hot...
FOr my RM10's sake, i had spent my whole afternoon to calculate my dad's stock...till now, my head still feel throbbing pain...
today, i had received a quite long msg from my old friend...He got advised me to be aware of my friend surrounding me...Juz because he thinks tat every ppl in this materialistic world is all cheap..haha...In my opinion, i think not certainly all the human being is all cheap...but wat hav filled in my mind is every ppl is all selfish...including me...giving an example...if somebody do not have any selfishness, will he/she always study harder and harder to achieve a good result...Obviously, the answer be no...

sorry

That day is on monday...it was a fine good morning...i was waiting to for the turn to do my passport...suddenly, i had seen a woman who had gone into the office...there is no doubt...it was your mom...i was totally astonished at that moment...i knew nothing to make me calming down...i juz hung low my head to avoid her from seeing me...after that, she could sense my presence...she seems like wan to chat v me...but after all, what i have done is juz avoiding from her sight...haha...i know,i was like an ostrich,always dun like to face the fact...and moreover, i hadn't made any changes...coz ,i would feel down too when the second i reminisce him...

PERHAPS , i will completely forget him in my BRIGHT future..

good night...

stop being stupid ler,gwendolyn lee li wei...

wish you can add more oil in your tough life journey...

gambateh...

在这深夜里，我有好多话要说...

成绩已经握在我手里了，我很满足，真的，谢谢老天你赐给我的这份礼物...在这里，我想悄悄地告诉妈妈我的真心话：

妈咪，在我的生命中，您真的扮演了很重要的角色，如果没有你，我的生命不会有任何色彩...

谢谢你，

在我累的时候，
提醒要我早睡，

不要累坏身子...

谢谢你，

在我肚子饿的时候，

煮了我最喜欢的abc汤给我喝，

谢谢你，

在我考试的时候，

告诉我尽力就好，

别给自己太大的压力...

谢谢你，

在我心情不好的时候，

那么的容忍我，

谢谢你，

在我精神不好的时候，

递给我一罐鸡精喝...

谢谢你，

在我读书的时候，

每天四点起来，

为我准备早餐...

谢谢你，

在我告诉你我需要补习的时候，

你总是不管你是否忙得过来，

就答应载我去...

谢谢你，

在我每次失意的时候，

给了我十分的鼓励...

谢谢你，

在我每次觉得自己很笨时，

教会我什么叫勤能补拙，

谢谢你，

在我每次觉得没希望时，

教会我不要放弃...

谢谢你，

为了我们，

从早到晚都绷波忙碌...

谢谢你，

在你听到我成绩的时候，

你没问我为什么没比其他人好，

反而为我的努力，

扬起了笑意...

妈咪，

真的十分十分谢谢你，

谢谢你不求回报的付出，

谢谢你因为我而骄傲，

将来的日子，

我答应你，
我会再创佳绩，

绝不会辜负你的期望

I HATE TO SOCIALIZE,SO DESPISE OF TAT..

最近，真的很烦，不，应该是说，今天。

不喜欢考车考不过的感觉。

不想我逼我自己做我不做的事。

最近，我发现我变了。

我不想说。

不过我知道我的改变。

别再为他流泪

今天的天气，冷冷地。下了一天的雨，有时很大，偶尔很小。

好久没写在这里留下字迹了，因为忙着看那本‘天使与恶魔’，蛮好看的，还不是因为看它打错价钱，否则我才不买呢？

前阵子，看过了红楼梦，终于知道它为何会成为中国的著名古典文学了。黛玉和宝玉的故事，就像是韩剧里的情节那么的凄惨，可是我知道，他们的故事虽然简单，但他们却以直活在当下。我喜欢，他们那年代的幼稚，他们那时的赤子之心，因为那是在现实生活中在也找不到的...他们的爱情因凄惨才那么美，我是那么想的...

最近，也为了改变我的单指神功，开始学打字了...我不知道为什么现在的我有那种耐心，不过无疑的是，那何谓不是好事? 我只想我能改变，做个能成功的人，我不要我自己再像以前不争气了...

明天要考车了，希望一切能顺利...

看了败犬这部戏，我突然喜欢上阮经天了，也喜欢三十二又七个月的佛地魔女的气质，‘恋爱绝不是看条件，而是靠感觉，没了感觉，就没意思了’...

我想，我的那种感觉，再也难以重拾了...我想，我不会对谁有任何感觉，就像是你说你要离开我之后我发过的誓言一样...

也许，单生的人，也可以很快乐，就像我一样...我很快乐，就像他没出现之前的那种快乐...

最后，成绩要揭晓了，不求甚么，只希望能好一点，减轻妈妈的经济负担...

**我要我快乐**

有经历，才会有回忆

今天，在报纸上无意间地看见这句话-有经历，才会有回忆。这句话给了我非凡的意义，是真的。
到了晚上，这句话依然盘际在我耳边。我知道，我又想起了他...

如果当初没经过爱情的那扇门，

而如今的我怎么会知道我曾经幸福过...

如果那时我没有接受他，

现在我的世界根本不会有他的影子...

如果那时我没有和他断然分手，

我哪会从俩人行，变成了独自一人....

我不难过，只是觉得突然很感慨...

我不孤单，只是不太习惯没人的深夜...

我不会累，只是很想找个可靠的人依偎...

我不流泪，只是偶尔有小水滴沾在眼角上...

我不想他，只是有时那出他留给我的日记翻看...

我不爱他，只是，不知怎么彻底地放下这沉重的行囊...

看了自己的部落格，有二十篇了...我看了之后，真的为自己感到失望...为自己的不争气感到无助...为什么标题明明是写了start of something new，而我好像写的都是过去的往事...我怕我自己还爱他，因为那是一种无药可救的病...一旦患上了，就很难痊愈...我茫然，为什么就只有你一直在我心中徘徊？是命中注定吗？不，你的命中注定早已找到了...算了，再去想，只会扰乱我生活步伐...去睡觉吧...If only i could find my mr.sureright soon...

How about urs??

Early in the morning,i had already woke up...haha...Waking up early din mean tat i was hardworking, but rather, i was awakened from the nightmarish slumber...In my dream, i got a super lousy result in my spm...In spite of the bad result, my friends also laughed at me unceasingly...After then, i told this to my mom...she is much more speechless at the beginning...but a moment later...she said she will feel proud of me even i have no A in spm....

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yesterday, i sent that love curse's msg to you again...wat had made me amazed was tat u reply the same msg to me again...were you really love me? i am still doubting of something about you..."Were you just like me,but not love me?"...

i am so scare to fall in love v u...coz the moment i begins to love someone deeply,is the time i need to face disaster...but, in the condition tat someone can love me deeply, i can swear tat i will surely love him as he love me,too...

DREAMing WORLD

if, one day, i can speak out my love to you,

will you do the same thing to me?

if, one day, i say "i love you"

will you reply me v "i love you,too"

if, one day, i have the feeling of love v you...

will you have it aso?

if,one day, i find tat i really love you a lot...

could i ask you?

"Will you love me as i love you?"

and aso, could you answer this simple question

with jux one sentences,

"Yes, i do"

你说的喜欢，不是我要的爱

在每个人的心中，都会有个无可取代的人...而我，不例外也...

我还记得，那个他，曾经回转了一封爱的信息，信息上写着，回转的代表那人也喜欢你...我有问过他，是真的喜欢我吗？他说，是的...之后，在他去服兵的之前，他也说，他会时常记得我...而每次当他拿电话时，我总是有意无意地寄几封信息给他，让他能和我聊几句，这样心中才会踏实点...(可是，今天的他，没有在回我了...)

我对他，到底是什么感觉呢？也许，他只是比朋友更要好的朋友...又也许，我真得喜欢他...又也许，我根本是缺乏爱才会那么想的...不过，我有想过，如果有一天让我发现我彻底地爱上他了，我还会是那个为爱勇敢的莉薇吗？我的答案将没有疑问，因为那永远是改变不了的“不可能”...之所以，我很迷惑，常挣扎着，想着当初最初的梦想，念着过去我怀念的日子...现在的我，不可能接受任何一份爱情了，或许，也只有那个他，能救我吧...很可惜的是，他说的喜欢，不是我要的爱...

未来的日子还那么长，我不知道我会有没有机会去喜欢他，我也不知道他会不会和我有同样的感受，但是，我还可以肯定地是，候佳琛不会再喜欢我，我也不会再去要他喜欢我...因为他早已忘了我，而我也把他慢慢地从回忆里删除...而现在的他，我真的不确定， 因为他是不可能喜欢我的，因为在他的绯闻女友里，没有一个是我...而我，也应该不是他喜欢的那种...

我想着。如果他真的不喜欢我，就让一切化为乌有，烟消云散...因为我不想为了任何爱情，而去做改变，好让我能自己去迎合那爱情~~我只想做我自己，让我生命中的他，能爱上真正而不伪装的自己~~

可能吧，以上写的，都是多余的胡猜，不过我选择记下来，因为至少在n年后的某年某日某一天，我还会记得，我曾经对他有一丝丝的好感，就像当年的小学生涯，我对他的一点crush...不管那个他会否看过这篇文章，也不在乎最后“他”和哪个她共结联礼，但我还是希望，“他”能找到属于他自己的幸福...

++我决定了我的决定++

“不要再为爱情，停下我走向成功的步伐

今天不会，明天也绝对不行”

~$my life,my mind$~

If life is a journey, then surely the milestones along the way are the ppl we encounter who have an impact on us...i have had so many of these milestones along the way who left their indelible marks on my life.LIke oases in the desert,they hav refreshed me.comforted me and helped me discover myselg at the cruticial moment...hcs is one of my milestones...thanks a lot to you...without your presence, i could not believe that i can live alone without any man...

Love isn't how much you can get,

but how much you can give;

it's not about giving up,

but holding on;

not about how you say, 'I love you,'

but how you show it's true."

0221_dun cry over spilt milk

In my life, o221 seems to be something so important to me...do you know wat is 0221 meant by? o221 is a symbol of 02nd feb 2007...why it so significant to me? haha...mayb i think too much ady...haha...yesterday, u still called me at midnight...sorry coz i din pick up the phone...coz i know ur feeling...coz last time, i had been in the same boat v you...Little did i know i was no diffrencev you, coz i was about to embark on a journey tat would leave a scar in my memory, permanently...last night, i download a song by liang jin ru...named shu yu...i like it very much..
this song's lyrics is so meaningful...the song make me to apprehend something suddenly...it makes me understand tat he is no more belongs to me...wat am i still insisting on is worth or not?
wat do i belive in is whether truth or imagination??mayb i am too naive to hope one day i can meet him one more time...

属于

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗

我所相信的 就是真的吗

如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗

而如果 都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他

或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局我决定我的决定

属于我的明天之后的憧憬我迷信我的迷信

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心我们要各自忘记

属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去飞翔吧

属于海洋的 那就汹涌的

属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧

为什么 不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他

是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

或许，我的缺憾永远都无法完成，因为一切的一切，都是我自己决定的决定，

或许，我会相信在某个地方，会有某个他，那个会懂得我心里在想什么的那个他。。。

~心中的缺憾~

现在的我，心是平静的。我很喜欢，现在。反复的听着孙燕姿的‘我也很想他’， 虽然我没有歌词里述说的经验，可是我想，世界的某个角落，会有人那么经历过~~听着听着，回忆慢慢的盘旋在我脑海里~~

那是，2007年10月15日的深夜，你刚从补习回来，你说，我们真的很难在一起了。

我想说，至今，我还是觉得，那时的你，要说那样的话，是有那么多的狠下心。对不起，是我想说的。我还知道，那时的我，有多么的任性，总是不会在电话盖掉前告诉你我要说的那三个字，总是不轻易地伤害了你，你知道我骗了你，可是，你还是没说...其实，我都记得。我记得，那天你离去的背影。我恨我自己，不是因为让你从我生命中走过，而是因为，我曾经那么的伤害了你，让我们的回忆留在一道难以磨灭的疤痕~~那道疤痕的存在，是因为我们不能再做朋友了~~

其实，我真的不要有那样的遗憾。。。

虽然以前是要，

但现在，甚至以后，

我都不要，

可以吗？？

*BETTER SURE THAN SORRY*

NobOdy said anything.The soft night breeze came in through the windows...I was at the room all alone...Pondering that question u ask from me.i knew i had a problem but i had no idea how to handle it...i began to recall the day, at tat moment..

NO DOUBT.you are my old friend~~since the moment i had sent my answer to you, i had no more courage to face you...you even dun wan to replied my msg...i was so desperate as the time flies...until now, i still dun know if i had did the right decision...mayb one day, i would be regret...all i can do is, say sorry...

李雯章，对你，我真的佩服

well，my grandpa is LEE BOON CHONG...a respectful old man at the age of 73...

我阿公，庆丰的店主...那天，你说了一点你的小姑事，老实说，我真的很感动，也很佩服你那种不屈不挠的精神~~从小，你就是个背父子，当你瓜瓜坠地的时候，你就再也没有看到你爸爸了~~老天真的有点残忍，它的安排，让你这一世都没有父亲了...你的故事，就这样开始的~~

在回忆里，你是华人闰月出生的，而你的父亲，我祖公，是三月的~~我从妈咪的口中知道，你是在新加坡出世的，那时候，没有马来西亚，只有马来亚，那时新加坡还未和我们获得独立~~当你六岁时，你妈妈带着你和你姐姐， 来到了这里， 当时的你， 没有住在吧口~~

你说过，你曾在华南咖啡店做工，华南的楼上是当时的酒店，也算是那种花天酒地的地方...每天，你都是十点早晨起床，起来了，你就会叫一盘咖喱饭和一杯咖啡冰，慢慢品尝...你说，你很喜欢这样的吃法，不过就间接地造成你的胃病...

不久，你去了我阿妈爸的店打工，也是在那里，你认识了我的啊妈~~

过后，你来到了吧口做工，而那间店，现已不存在~~

多年已后，你自己开店，当起老板了~~而那间店，正是有五十年历史的庆丰~~

阿公啊，我知道，你这一生都活得很坎坷，不过，我想说， 在我这生中，让我最觉得骄傲的就是能有你这位爷爷~~您的慈祥，是最令我钦佩的~ 你从不要求要老天给你什么，只是默默地耕耘，哪怕是丝毫的抱怨你都没吭一声~~ 上面的故事，是我从你那里听来的， 经过我慢慢地拼凑， 才可以写上一点您的小故事~~或许，哪怕有一天， 您老人家怎样了，我还想告诉我的孩子，孙子你的故事，
您的坎坷~~你也常教我们做人要追远，就像小娘惹中的意思一样~~阿公，对你，我真的很佩服***

这只猫。是你最喜欢的宠物， 它很可爱， 而你，也很疼它

Sad valentine's day

cRy

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cuz I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Per-chorus:

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears i'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

chorus:

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed

Cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, i'll never know

I never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

All my life...

today is the Valentine's day....and aso solo's day
deep inside my heartcore,

all i can feel is loneliness...

p/s:

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

*I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to*

BETTER IN TIME

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget youA

fter all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that

I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals tooI

t'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I'll believe in

And I know time will heal itI

f you didn't notice boy you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'mma be ok

As i was listening to this nice love song...i know i was missing you...tried to recall ur face...ur lips and aso ur smile...WAS IT ALL TAT EASY? no, absolutely not...it needed time...needed courage...but i am so lucky coz i will not be ur lifetime partner...even though since there's no more u and me, and cant be ur friend anymore, but i still can be a happy-go-lucky gal...I know time will lend me a helping hand to heal it...hahaha....

Days continue to pass,

stars continue to shine.

Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was NEVER

mine?"

Nothg can assure permanent hapiness

A few minutes ago....i was sitting in front of the screen of the monitor...i clicked to tat man's friendster...at the moment,i was so regret for my stupid action...all i had seen was a MEANINGFUL sentences...it was "Jasmine Khoo Is Just Mine"...wakao...all i could ask was why i was acting so foolishly...i know i would be hurt,i know i would started to sob, i aso know the tear would blurred my vision...so,the later moment, i kept on asking 2 myself.." y i did it?y did i point to his profile but not other's?and of course, neither i am his gf,nor his friend..y am i so stupid doing such stupid things.?<..he is no more my romeo,and i am not her juliet>

Obviously, i looked astonished at this news...no, it is no a kind of news but it is juz a nature fact tat i cant accept till now....To me, that fact is so rejectable...but, wat can i do??i dun wan to asperse his reputation of telling others tat he is juz a playboy...i can juz envied the gal whom he loved a lot...juz becoz some ppl have more capacity for hapiness than us...i will take the rough with smooth...i hope 4 one day,the day i will totally forget him...Tat day, is the day tat i found my mr.sureright....

Don't let someone become your everything,

because when they're gone,

you have nothing!

就差那么一点，一点点~~

又再恋上那首无可取代了，我的心好舒坦，好安...哈哈，昨天晚上，顺说以后如果我晚上睡不着都可以找他，我多问了一句：“如果有了女朋友呢？”他回应的信息很短，但我很满足〉〉〉信息上写的是， 我会回你，因为你是最特别的~~那时的我， 感觉到，心是微微地跳着，甜在心头~~知道事实证明了什么吗？答案是：我是个常被遗忘的人，最连我自己也时常忽略了自己， 甚至是自己的感觉~~

最近的我，喜欢放纵自己，看了三四本的小说，有佐贺啊妈，有九把刀著名的那些年，我们一起追的女孩还有打喷嚏，还有一本是令我十分感触的我们不结婚，好吗？

最近的我，真的好像变了~~我不怕我的变，反而觉得是件好事~~稳重，缄默，是我达到的性格~~还有最重要的是自己要经过大脑后才说话~不想得罪任何人，哈哈，或许会有人觉得很好笑， 为什么会有人要做个安静的人？

其实，我以前是个常常怨别人的人，我总觉得自己很完美，但是，在一场恶梦惊醒后，我知道，我不能那么有自信了~~因为，过于自信是种生活中的绊脚石~~而我，不要我自己绊倒~

- 薇559 -

*One Date, One Chance, Tat's All I Ask*

8.30 night,saturday...i stayed alone at home...coz din wan go out v my family...listening to the music-wu ke qu dai by SHE...i listened to the lyrics over and over again....

innocence is happiness

Someone is heaven's gift to you

Love cannot be counted, and the ending can be good or bad

The answer can only be revealed at the last minute

As long as you're there when the thunderstorms brew

Only true love can predict how's the future going to be like

haha..where is my true love...where is the one...one date, one chance, tat's all i ask...waiting 4 u...last night, i feel so down...this is becoz of a ppl said tat i am not so beatiful as 3 years ago...become fatter...eyes become smaller...haha...wanna cry u know...but i know u're not meant to do it...i know all my weakness...and i had already sworn tat i will surely make changes for my better life...i wanna spoke eng fluently, i wanna be thinner~~ today, i had read a novel named 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩。》...i liked it so much...第一次与你回家的人， 你一辈子也不会忘记，《 一起回家》这四个字，不管在哪个生命历程，都有很浪漫的定义...ya, i still remember the man whom he acc me to go home at my 1st time, haha, i will not forget him last for ever...分手，只需一个人同意， 但*在一起*， 可是需要两个人同时的人可才能作数，恋爱就是要这么不确定才有趣，不是吗？...见识了那道灿烂，我的青春，再也无悔~~ i know tat u wan to go back 4 ns ady, but i still dun wan to sms u...coz of wat? i dunnoe...haha...mayb u wont know tat i still love u like i love you long time ago...but i wont never ever tell you...coz all i know tat will become a beginning of disaster...and of course, i am afraid of facing disaster...sorry...all the best to you and my dear friend...15 feb 2009 is coming soon...hope my buddy have a great birthday celebration....tataz...

*liw3i_559*

LOSER vs WINNER

before this,1st i want 2 admit tat i am the loser...a totally loser...if u ask me for the reason, u can get it from my bad luck...to my dismay, my lady luck din smile at me at all...aso, iwanna mention to some ppl who has no 17 at all...haha...u know ma?if u wanna know,just ask from me...byebye...tataz...

The so called friends

昨天~~

那天我主动开口说要请大家吃，顺便想让大家聚聚，但我的纯粹意愿，却被一两个的带动，完全破碎了~我不想说我的一个朋有~~老实说，当春俊告诉我他要走时，我是要留下他的，可是我没有，因为我知道，要走的就会走的，结果，敏杰雄就一起走了，过后，我再也看不到其它所谓的朋友了，除了几个（那几个，应该是重感情的吧）~~

去了婉馨家，也是一样，渐渐地，大家就慢慢地散了，最后留下地，只是玉玲，婉馨，强还有音了~~我已前都怀疑，怀疑我是不是有一大群的朋友，现在我不怀疑了~~因为我已知道答案，而且还很明确~~

在这一群中，我看不到我从友谊中得到的快乐~~我不要在留下了~~对不起，等我学会车我就要搬家了，因为我不会再重视友谊，我只要关心我真正的朋友，而不是所谓的朋友~~~

深夜，振强说了一些大道理，他说人心险恶， 对啊，我很赞成~~我承认，我也是~~

人本来就是将的，只是有些人却在自己骗自己~~

我以为，我很快乐，可是当我面对一些小事时，就会不由自主地想哭~~

我常常在想，我是不是太弱了，还是因为感情丰富，还是因为周遭的人太怎样了，可是我始终没有答案~~

~~我也以为，我是有朋友的，可是我最后也错了~~

花，树

~树~

今早，看着庭院外的那大树，霎时，心中的思绪也跟着那棵树摇曳着~~
我望着那棵树，刚开始时，我觉得他很可怜，因为要长期忍受着太阳的暴晒，且不能对任何风吹雨打有所埋怨~~
后来的后来，我查觉到，那棵树其实和我们人类一样， 静静地站在自己的工作冈位，为人类， 动植物类付出~~
反而是我们人类，常常都为了一些小芝麻事闹个不休，从来都不问自己到底又付出了多少，给了多少~~也不知我们又有多少个遗憾未了，多少个愿望未达**

~花~

每多花，都有自己的花语，它们仿佛是个有气质的少年，散发出不同的香味~~而我们人类就只懂得尾随着时间的脚步，常常把金钱披在自己身上，有些甚至为了那几个名牌，而不知觉地掉入花花世界的陷阱中++这又是哪位高人传授给人们的哪门道理呢？？

~人活在这世上，如果多了遗憾， 就会美中不足，

不要意味地相信花言巧语，做个属于自己的自己~

++爱，若有昨天，还会是好的++

歌曲名：开始懂了
歌手：孙燕姿
专辑：我要的幸福

我竟然没有调头最残忍

那一刻静静看你走一点都不像我

原来人会变得温柔 是透澈的懂了

爱情是流动的

不由人的

何必激动着要理由

相信你只是怕伤害我

不是骗我

很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了

宣布幸福不会来了

用心酸微笑去原谅了

也翻越了

有昨天还是好的

但明天是自己的

开始懂了

快乐是选择

No feeling at alL

haha...today is a nice sunny day...but i still felt very bored...but fortunately got my cousin acc v me...ah mei like to sing very much,especially the hei se hui mei mei'song...haha..ask my friend come to my house, but they dun wan, haiz,dun wan jiu dun wan lor...haha..juz kidding...today, my taiwan's freind visited to my house...he had already worked in singapore...i was totally shocked when he told me tat he became a baker...haha...tat means tat i can eat the bread made by him in future...
haiz...i saw through the msn list...only a few ppl online~~so i wanna ask where are the rest? get angpao? visit relatives or friends' house...or go 4 praying?? then how come i have to stay alone at my house neh...haha...
a lonely cny...r u felt tat? mayb i thought too much ady...haha...hope mr-ex can b my friend again...bye bye...wanna take care of my cousins ler...

~++LoN3liN3ss++~

NOW,is 26 jan...i dun like this feeling...coz of raining, my mom dun let me to go out v friends...haiz, if now got a friend can acc v me, i will certainly love tat friend forever de...but. no ppl want to acc me...so, all i can do is juz typing 4 my blog all alone...so bored u know... 一首简单的歌，一个实在的心情，我不是个特别的人，不过我要我的生活过得比每一人特别，我要我身边疼我爱我的人都开心~~这首歌，是我和你分手后，让我觉悟的一首歌，我离开你是老天对我正确的安排，我不要让你来主宰我，我要主宰我自己~~今天是，明天也是，未来也是~

天亮了 天亮了地球又转一圈了世界还活生生的存在着还活着 没想到我还活着 穿越一场海啸什么滋味我终于亲身体会天崩地裂筋疲力竭灵魂不在身体里面然而万岁万岁终于和你有个了结 你一边我一边我们的世界最好别再重叠也别再回想那个太长太长的昨天太多爱太多泪别再这样浪费 天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了既然我还幸运的活着当然要全力以赴去快乐天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的什么痛都是很渺小的看太阳不是又升起来了 结束一段感情当然不像搬个家那么方便 太多细节太多碎片堆在回忆那间房间但是忍耐一点不去碰它就不危险 你没变 我没变我们到最后才能懂这一点人活着不就为了实现一个个心愿好可惜 我和你 许了不同的愿 天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了既然我还幸运的活着当然要全力以赴去快乐天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的什么痛都是很渺小的看太阳不是又升起来了 我的心是我的 不会再给你了 我是我自己的 我很快乐

...my 2009 WISHES IS...

1. my spm eXAMINATION will pass v FLYING COLOUR...
2. i will find my super no.1
3. my friend will get their hapiness
4. hope my ah gong ,ah ma will be healtier
5. hope mr.ex can be my friend again and aso,he wont b so flower-heart
6. wish i can study at good college
7. hope my friends can aweys remember me
8. hope i can pass my car lesen soon
9. hope all my ns freind will be in good condition when they came back
10. hope my ambition will come true...

i will do my best to achieve all my wishes...gambateh...good night....wish 2molo is a sunny day..tataz...

Ah Gong, i am so sorry,wish u hapi ever

HOHOHOR...chinese new year is coming soon....only left 2 days from now...i miss all my dear friend...lynn, jia ming, wan sin,chew min,sampat gang,and aso my yam cha gang....hope 2 see them soon...will they be more prettier or handsome???haha...

today, i feel very very down..i saw my grandma shout at my grandpa...she even throw the money to my grandpa...how come like this...i reli cant understand....she din know how to repect ppl...she din know that ah gong aso have his pride...i heard my grandpa sobbing in the toilet...but i could do nothing..."marriage can bring hapiness",is tat true? i doubt...the truth tat cant denied is my ah ma reli love the family,she love her husband,too. But, what i had seen reli horrible...i cant imagine tat my grandma can do such terrible thing...she din know what ah goong feel inside his heart....ah gong is a softheart-man...he wont be scold us if we did the big mistake...he will just smile at us and said..."bu yong jin"...but to my dismay,my grandma dun appreaciate at all...

ah gong is 74 years old now...he is very old ady....he want to close down his shop-keng hong but she keeps assented to it...i dun know y she did like tat...she said she wants to continue the keng hong's business, but all i can see is , the people who run the business busily everday is my ah gong, but not her....y she must do like tat...y she want ah gong being so pity...
ah gong, i am sorry coz i am unable to help you...may god,guan yin,jesus,allah bless you will be healty always...i aso hope tat u can be a happy old man...

阿公，对不起~因为我只是个小辈，我不能帮你劝阿妈~~在我心里，你是世上最好的阿公,我知道你活得很痛苦，要忍最难忍的阿妈，不过我真的希望你会是世上最快乐的阿公，阿公，每当你告诉我你的辛苦时，我都没说话，但沉默不是因为没反应，是因为我真的很难过，我不可以哭，因为连受这么多委屈的你都没有在我面前哭，而我有什么资格哭~你的痛，我真的明白，你也和我一样，再怀疑爱情和婚姻带来的美满，到底是不是真的？？

阿公，加油~~我这孙女挺你到底~~你一定要快乐*—*

Noth!ng Can change my mind

This is the 1st time tat i drop some words at here...and of course, i got something important to write down...today, is 22 jan 2009...i feel tat got a ViP move into my heart...i start to miss him...miss the guy who is not at here now...he hav his duty to do....he said he like me but i dunnoe whether he love me o not.Maybe, i think too much ady...and of course, i will not make me to fall in lov v any guy

now is 9:30 pm....i assure,promise or even swear tat THE-EX CSHAU had been completely removed from my heart...now is waiting 4 mr.right....perhaps tat man is you..*T_ _*....but u wont certainly love me,as you like me...

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control!"

hopefully u will speak out ur love to mee....all i wanna to say is when I see the sunset and think of you.when I see everything and think of of you. One date, one chance, that's all I ask. Please be my Valentine.

i know it will not be 100% perfect...so may god bless me...jia you...all the best to me...

haha...mayb my dream will come true one day....mayb tat juz building castle in air...

-SOMETHING DEEP IN MY HEART-

Every minute I spend with you is like being in heaven and looking in an angel's eyes...

IF u will not b my valentine, then juz let this dream become a secret....a forever secret...

Lov3 begin with a smile, grow with a kiss,ends v a teardrop~~